Christmas Thoughts Vlog

The video above is just me going through some feelings on Christmas and also talking about work on Christmas Eve and how God provides for me. A lot! I hope this finds yall at a good time in your life with Christ and that if not, that God will work in you to make it so. For all who still read these things I'm sorry I haven't been writing as much. I tend to get caught up in things and forget that people still follow me. I'll try to post at least twice a week with a vlog or two a week. Keep telling me what to do and who knows. I just may do it

To explain myself...

So, my last blog may have had some thinking, "Matt, what the heck is you doin?!"

Well, let me put it in some perspective here. I've done a lot of working this semester and haven't really had time to develop friendships outside of my roomies and those I work with. And with my roomies, one in particular, it seems like every time that I want to do something it's, "I'm busy"....or...."I'm too tired." Yet, he's happier than nothing else to play Xbox with me when he wants to...

Then comes work, my own escape from stupid roomies. I now have to deal with the biggest jerks I have ever known to ever exist...EVER! The guy has something stupid or mean to say to me every night but can't take it when I try to dish it back to him. It's insane how big of a jerk-face this guy is to everyone. I know I'm not the only one who feels like this but I just can't stand this guy at all. It's like the rest of the managers are sitting back and saying, "Oh, a lot of people hate this guy, but we'll keep him." Ya, did I forget to mention he's a manager himself....yaaaaa. I'm hoping that I can a new job soon on campus to get away from him cause I'm seriously about to snap with this guy almost once a week

Now, for a positive note. I interviewed for a RM position here on campus last week. I had hoped to know the results this week before I moved back home but not quite yet. The lady in charge of RM selection is out this week and won't be back till Monday. So, I'm hoping I can talk to her and see what's going on Monday and prayers will be answered and I get this job. That and next week I turn 21!!!! YAAAAYYY!!! Plus, the next day I go to Conway for family....YAAAAYY!!!

Basically, this week=suck

Buuuuut, next week (minus accounting exam)=YAAAAAAAAY

Song of the day: "Re-Education Through Labor"-Rise Against

Side note: Don't ya just love going back over some old music on your iPod or iTunes and falling in love with a band all over again...that's me and Rise Against right now

Audience of One...

So, I'm beginning to think that a lot of what i say falls on deaf ears with my friends these days...it's like I talk and nobody cares. That or they listen but want to just get me to do stuff and know I'll follow along. I'm lost and I don't like it, but can't change it. Why does it seem to me that whenever I think I have friends, good friends, that they turn around and backstab me till there's nothing left? I pour my heart out to people and have very few good results, and lots of new holes. I feel like a cork on an aged wine bottle, brittle and full of holes...