I Don't Deserve You...

I don't deserve you beautiful. I don't deserve someone that is so beautiful that my heart just melts when you walk by. I don't deserve to be so lucky to hold you in my arms and have you fall asleep with your head on my chest. I don't deserve having the chance to just hold you and kiss you as the whole world slows down. I don't deserve that feeling of my heart fluttering when you tell me that you like me and that you are wanting to take a chance on being more than "just friends" or "talking"....

But....also...

I don't deserve you not talking to me for almost a week at a time. I don't deserve getting texts from you when you're drunk, telling me how much you miss me and want me near you. I don't deserve you then ignoring me when I try to get back with you about what you drunk texted me about. I don't deserve you telling me all about everything going on at school, but not giving two cents about how you left me high and dry...

Frankly my dear, I don't deserve you....at all